Gold and Grey

The masks of gold that cover every face,

They fall so short of hiding lies I spin,

How does a girl maintain her tiring grace,

When at his sight her heart it yearns for sin?

If I may ask for nights’ explanations, how

You take all fear in them, turn them to dust.

They would say masks are fear and I know now

That lies they hide, are as sinful as lust.

I ask them ‘’Is your face also a mask?’’

Ah! Love, I care not what the mask will say,

To know your every detail is such a task

That held me captive, love I need not stray

To find anything about your heart for I too

Have held it night after night until I found

A light at night that shone through me and through,

Grey ghosts that kept me from reaching your sound.

As distant as this voice may go inside

The abyss, I follow hypnotized like blind

And foolish children follow music’s tide,

All derived from the leisure of their mind.

And so I stumble without you even glance,

Behind to take my hand down with you so,

I must keep my feet up beat for a chance,

To die in arms built for me, eyes more true

Than any gospel put down by saints designed

To keep me grounded, lands I don’t belong

To tries to trap me, yet I’m to say what’s lined

For me in the stars, dare who say I am wrong?

So who’s to say the nights’explanations are

To be obeyed, it’s only us flying high,

Embraced in clouds, nothing to hold us, far

Above all, where I ask you to kiss me,

And you ask not why.

My Letter To You...

I wrote this today because I wanted to explain to you why I love you, though I know you will never read this and I know you will never feel it...This is one of the days when I have to express it to the air, maybe the universe would have something to say about it...
I love you because you are decent, funny, smart and sweet still you also have this bad boy evil side to you that speaks to the bad girl inside me, but you still respect me and you still listen to me even when what I'm saying is just crazy talk.. i love you because you get mad when i say i dont feel good enough for the world and you start saying that im enough just because im me.. i love you because when i say im adorable jokingly, you say that its true because you know that i forget it sometimes.. i love you because you call me that special name and it makes me feel warm inside.. i love you because you would rather be my friend and keep me longer rather than touching me one time.. i love you because when i get mad at you, you listen to all what i have to say and then absorb my stupid anger.. and for telling me im a crazy person then saying you'll never leave me.. i love you because you don't lie to me and because you keep your word... i love you because you love everyone and you care about your friends so much, even the ones not that close to you.. i love you because you love your family and you love helping them even if it means less time for ur self doing the things you love,it kinda makes me wanna be your family too.. i love you because you feel guilty when you do something wrong and you never think its too late to turn back.. i love that when you're hungry or sleepy you are so dysfunctional and when you're uncomfortable you start criticizing little things and i find that adorable like a little boy.. i love how you never believe me when i say im fine and keep asking me what im hiding and i love how you can always tell when im hiding something because I always need this little push... i love it when you smile because of me and when you cry because of me and how you fought for me... and i love it when you act like a little boy and leech to me like your mother... i love that you would do everything just so we'd stay friends and not risk that... and that even when it gets complicated you manage to simplify the terms to honesty and trust... i love it when you tell me a secret or when you ask me to tell you one cuz that's when i feel really close to your soul... i love you because of the passion i know you have but you'd never show... i love you because you make me feel safe and because you make me wanna be happy and make others happy... i love you because i can always be vulnerable with you and because I can talk to you about anything without being judged and I love you because you always make me laugh... i love you because no one can understand me better, and because no one can handle me better...I love you even if you don't know it and even if you'll never see it, or see me in that particular place in your heart saved for ''the one''... i can keep writing more reasons but it would not explain why I love you still...